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10 April 2016 @ 03:19 am

It's been a while. Being an adult (or trying to be a decent one) is really hard. Setting priorities is a tough battle against yourself. LOL I miss watching NEWS. T.T Honestly, i thought that because im not flailing like i used to before and i cant update that much my feelings for them are slowly fading. These past months, whenever i see pictures of them in various sns, i cant feel the same way anymore. Yes, i reblog, like, love, and leave comments but it's like i just feel obligated. Like i have to do it because i supposedly love them. But it's not the same anymore. I dont know if it's because im just tired due to work and my daily life or this was really bound to happen. I know myself as someone who gets easily bored with something, so its surprising that i stick with NEWS for years. Haha~ Anyways, im relieved now, I STILL LOVE THEM TREMENDOUSLY!!!

I watched their first episode of SCP and the feeeeeeels~!

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Thank you for making me realize i can always count on you NEWS to make me stupidly happy. It doesnt make sense anymore, but i seriously cannot imagine my life without your existence. While Im busy with real life stuff, im so happy NEWS is super busy too. Finally, you deserve these things!!!

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14 October 2015 @ 08:45 pm
"It’s difficult to ever go back to the same places or people. You turn away, even for a moment, and when you turn back around, everything’s changed."
Gabrielle Zevin, Elsewhere
05 October 2015 @ 04:20 pm
“Let’s talk about everyday Heroes
Ordinary people like you and I
People who do not always win
But are always willing to try.”

So, we have this little activity at the office where we can show appreciation to someone we're considering our everyday hero.
We will write our note/message in a dedication card then we'll get a balloon to give to that hero.
Of course, my first thought was.... I GOTTA GIVE IT TO TEGOSHI! (i know~ i know~ HAHA)
But no.... T^T it should be someone from the office.
I even got a pink balloon...

photo credit to inala

He is really my hero... together with NEWS! LOL
Well, i ended up giving it to my immediate supervisor. Hehe~
She's really so understanding.
I wanted to thank her for not giving me any disciplinary action/memo
when i didnt go to work for a few days because im feeling so down (i think i got depressed for a while.. heh~)
Not to mention those absences were after i took a week off due to someone passing away. :(
Anyways, i dont want to dwell on that. I got so pissed off and disappointed with myself for being like that.

Current Location: at the office
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
08 September 2015 @ 10:29 am

thanks to http://hplyrikz.tumblr.com/
09 July 2015 @ 04:03 pm
Like my source for this, i am so surprised i havent heard this from anyone. Or maybe im just not that updated anymore. LOL But apparently, Maruyama Ryuhei of Kanjani8 went to their Final concert. How nice was that!

photo credit: graphicabyss
original source

Maru's Special Day, 2015.06.15

I went to a NEWS concert!

I was so lucky to make it to the Final!

I also bought the shirt and wore it!
I’m a fan of Kato Shigeaki!

Shigeaki, you were cool!

The atmosphere around NEWS was really nice.♥
Tegonyan, your face is always my type!

I hugged him when we shook hands. ♥♥
Hee ♥

To all Tegoshi fans, sorry~

I hope you all have a great day too!

translated by graphicabyss

This was so nice and cute and awesome and funny that i need to put here in my journal. I would love to see Shige's reaction to that "fan" remark of Maru. Yihee~ LOL. And gosh~ he was smitten by Tegoshi's beauty TOO. i just laughed out loud, really. (cant blame him though, everyone's a victim, or no? haha)

Here's our dear Shige and Maru for you~

07 July 2015 @ 09:03 am

photo credit: hplyrikz@tumblr

Its raining so hard these past few days and i just want to lie in bed all the time. But no, i have  a job to keep. LOL
And to be honest, i prefer rainy season than summer. (sorry Tego~)
I like feeling cold that you need to be bundled up with a lot of clothes. Haha~

Anyways, i dont have much important things to say. Im just quite bored. (Though im in the office supposedly working!)

OHH! Yeah! NEWS will have a new song for Wing's "Miss Surenda!" cm.

Its title is “シリウス (Shiriusu)
Way to go NEWS!
Current Location: office
Current Mood: coldcold
26 June 2015 @ 07:59 am
long time no post here. ^_^

fortunately and unfortunately, im busy at work that's why i cant be as active as before. But im always browsing in Tumblr coz for some reason, it can be accessed within my company's network. Then i stumbled upon this photo:

what a gorgeous shot.

So, i just want to say thank you to this adorable guy, and the rest of the gang. He's my great inspiration. Whenever i feel scared and doubting myself, i always think of how he might approach the situation. and then instantly, i will feel the courage to move forward. Actually, soemthing good happened to me at work. Opportunities are coming in my way and i decided to just go and grab them. My seniors are recognizing me so who the hell i am to say no? HAHA.

anyways, time to work again.

P.S. tomorrow, im going to get my copy of Chumuchumu. Finally! :)
02 January 2015 @ 07:52 am

yo! hisashiburi~

i'm still alive and so my love for NEWS. Haha~

2014 was just so busy for me, a lot of changes and happenings. And i can only hope for the best this year 2015. ^_^

i wish all of you good health and happiness! For NEWS, stay handsome. Haha. Cheers for a great year ahead!

im writing this on a bus on my way to work so i dont have access to a lot of pics so i'll just share my phone wallie for the whole holiday season. HAHA


30 September 2014 @ 01:32 pm
a very very late post and very quick and very short. hehe~
it's still September anyway. :p



It's been eleven years... wow~ i've been your fan not even half of your group's lifetime.
How i wish i knew you from the start, but there's nothing i can do about it now.
We can only look forward, right?
My goal is to be your fan for more than half of your group's lifetime!
So we need many many years to come.
I won't stop supporting you guys.
Besides, its not that hard to stay with you.
You simply make me happy and that's more than enough.

Cheers to these awesome boys!!!!


it's been so long, i missed posting here and i miss you people! Life's crazy busy and i have less free time than before. Everything changes BUT MY LOVE FOR NEWS WILL NOT!
i also saw my anniv post from last year, it's so nostalgic.

and wait, let me just flail with these very biased screencaps from SEVEN COLORS. Dahil si Tegoshi ay panira ng prinsipyo sa buhay. Let's just say color orange is not a favorite of mine but he just made it looks so lovable in my eyes. HAHAHA.

it's really too bright. (*o*)
dear Tego, your exquisite smile fades away my infidelity.

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Seven Colors
18 February 2014 @ 11:01 am
It's really been a long time. I can't believe that i managed to not have my usual everyday dosage of fandom/flailings/fangirling these past four months. i missed so much things, but not everything. ^___^ Im just not as active or updated as before but i'm still the addicted fangirl as before. I'm so certain now that won't ever change. Being busy doesn't keep me from loving NEWS. In fact, it made me missed them so much, everyday. Seriously, there are days, especially the shitty ones, when i want to scream or at least cry because i so freaking missed them and i just want to go back to the old times. Yeah, how i wished i can just turn back time. But there's no choice but to move forward, so what the hell, i'm not going to feel so depressed about that. I believe there's so many good things coming in my way. :) In both real and fandom life.

Then, i want to commend Tegomass for the Hikari PV. <3 Best PV ever. Before, Aoi Bench was my favorite, Hikari beats it. And i' so excited for the NEWS 10th Anniv DVD. Finally!!!!
Tegoshi has been pretty much busy too these past months, i believe. Days and weeks passed by as fast as he changes his hair color and style. That~i'm so aware. LOL. And i want to be honest here, i'm not a fan of his hair nowadays. I want it to be a little bit longer. It's boon and bane. Haha. Why, it saves my money. I'm not tempted to buy Tegomass concert goods. wehehehehe~ And the magazines are not to my liking too. Well, i like them because it's still them, but it didnt hurt for me to not buy. XDD *wallet dancing* BUT i'm sad i'm not having anything. T^T (im so magulo~ haha)
Shige is releasing his third novel. As expected of him. I'm so proud. And i heard Kei-chan became head caster at Every.  What about Massu? What's he up to?? haha~ just jokin, we love you Massu. Keep doing whatever you are doing. LOL

Okay, i have a lot of catching up to do. :)

Lastly, i just want to thank my friends for some random meet ups. I hope to see them again very soon. Then, i should really thanks CTC too, my texting clan/group. It is the closest link i have to fandom. I will include in this post the recent activity we had. I really like it because it's somehow relatable to Tegomass no Seishun and i go nostalgic with it, reminds me of my childhood. Speaking of, my older brother will be home in no less than two weeks. XDD And oh, i almost forgot, i missed my chance to watch Avril Lavigne's concert last night. T____T It's so within my reach, yet i failed. waaaah~ i'm so frustrated. :(

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hee~ i just want to grace this post with some beauty.
Tegoshi with a guitar would always melts me. :)
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Hot- Avril Lavigne